The passion behind her eyes attracts the sun's energy,
and the beams from her lenses display their great synergy.
She is bold and determined in each step taken
that the blazes from the soles of her feet are unmistaken.
She is not the alter ego of I,
for I possess intensity that high.
I am more than meets the eye,
for I am Sky.
I had one of the most magical experiences on the set of this project.
I've never visited the Salton Sea or Salvation Mountain before, so I was in awe the second I stepped onto these lands. There was a flush of purity, honesty, and tranquility that rushed under my skin as I inhaled the warm desert air and absorbed the scene.
I laced my satin pink ribboned shoes, attached my butterfly wings, and fluttered away into my fairytale.
I never felt so in my element.
And it wasn't just me; I was surrounded by all of my inspiring friends who were embracing their own unearthly spirits.
We vibed out of this dimension and into many different worlds, all feeding off energies from each other. We sparked fireworks, played with psychedelic tarot cards, danced under the infinite stars, and soared in the turbulent midnight wind.
It was beyond living,
and luckily, we were able to capture those raw moments.
My soul needed the ΞSQAPΞ.
I needed this experience to realize that I am more to the person that I took for granted.
I discovered my mystical being, and pulled her up with me.
I lost my phone on Sunday when I was at HARD Day of the Dead. The second I noticed that my phone was gone, I knew it was over. The thing was that I had TOO much fun at the festival that I was NOT careful with my belongings.
I was livin it.
I am obsessed with Gesaffelstein, so I knew I was going to be wild… but wasn't expecting to lose my phone.
Anyways, its been about 5 days without a phone, and I feel so off. I was stressing out a lot in the beginning because I can't post anything on social media which means a loss of jobs/ modeling gigs, I can't meet up with any friends, can't use uber, can't take selfies, omg the list goes on…
Then, I thought to myself, there is no reason to bring myself down about this.
I found ways to maneuver the best I can, and I became more in tune with my surroundings. Instead of killing time waiting in the grocery line by texting, I had to just stand in line and be. Its strange how awkward we think just "being" is. People think of it as not doing anything and would see a person as weird when they are just standing still, doing nothing. Thinking and observing IS doing something.
I made myself think about the things I love and acknowledge all the beautiful things around me.
Cherish them.
Take a look at the sky...
cherish the clouds~
These new kicks featured in this post are called "Cherish" by YRU.
"What a place this is," she thought to herself as a tornado of questions, doubts, and concerns overwhelmed her little mind.
The uneasiness in her stomach brings her to question everyday, "How can we live in such a place where we know nothing?"
"Perhaps that is why Socrates stated that he knows nothing."The more she ponders about our existence and creation, the more she finds that she knows less.
She takes her gaze up to the sky, and whispers "But I know that they're watching us."
I am proud to say that I am starting my first quarter at UCLA as a transfer student, yet I've been thinking against it to be honest.
I finished my last class at my community college back in February, so I've basically took the spring and summer off to really enjoy my life and do the things that I've always wanted to do. During my time off, I got on a roll with the modeling thing and fell in love with styling and fashion. I improved my pole dancing skills, socialized, made a lot of connections, and traveled.
I'm the happiest I've ever been, and things have been going well but I sadly know that all of this will come to an end once school starts. Things that I want to do in my career don't require getting a degree, so why am I going?
The thing is, I put in so much effort.
In this post, I used my shoes as the key factor that changes the image.
Once I slipped on my baby pink boots on with "Baby Girl" written on the tops, I transformed myself into a good girl.
But what is a good girl?
Not being rebellious, not taking risks, nor trying something new.
I'm going back to school mainly because I feel that it would be a waste if I just threw it all away now. I went to Santa Monica College and busted my ass there for 2 years already and went through the time and stress of completing applications. There is just way too much time that I invested in getting into a University, thats why I feel like I should at least give it a shot and see how much I like it or not.
